Today, during my morning meditation, I encountered such deep sadness and simultaneous anger! I delved into the blend of these emotions to uncover what lay beneath, and what I discovered was a sorrow stemming from the way we currently approach spirituality.

I observed gatherings of people in the name of spirituality lacking genuine respect, authenticity, and a sincere connection to true growth intentions. I witnessed spirituality transforming into a mere showcase, with sacred plants—demanding reverence and careful use—being consumed almost casually in the name of spiritual advancement.

Workshops and healing sessions were being conducted without consideration for energetic hygiene or genuine care for the students' journey.

What has become of humanity in pursuit of freedom and growth?

Just as with the onset of patriarchy, where truth was suppressed in the guise of false spirituality under the veil of religion, are we not repeating the same pattern now from the opposite polarity?

Are we not stifling truth in the name of freedom and the widespread production of spiritual encounters devoid of real significance?

These thoughts coursed through my mind, heart, veins, stomach, and entire being. Unconsciously, I, too, fell into this trap, merely wanting to be part of a fashionable "wave."

Eventually, I erupted in a torrent of emotions! I cried and screamed like never before, recognizing the imperative need to purge myself of this pain, judgment, and rigidity, for none of it honored the truth. After a prolonged emotional release, I attained a serene inner peace and realized that everything is precisely as it should be. I understood that our beautiful humanity, once again, seeks avenues to liberate itself from oblivion, and if this is one such path, I warmly embrace it in my heart. I discovered that the only truth is love, and I am prepared to immerse myself in the realm of love and acceptance of everything as it is.